torstai 11. helmikuuta 2016


Got into writing mood yesterday night, I couldn't sleep and swallow the sun's music always gets me to do something creative. I've had a artist block for couple of months, I haven't painted or written at all.. Maybe that will get better. :) Anyhow, here's the poem.

She stands by the abyss 
Shadows around her soul 
And the ground crumbles under her feet 
She falls down on her knees 

Heart full of the starry nights 
In this void of humanity 
She reaches down to find 
Her morning star 
Trying to offer her broken heart 
And the angel that never dies 
Rises and touches her arm 

In her blackest hours 
Nightmares of yesterday's sorrows 
He fills her with his eternal flame
She rises 
Fire burning in her eyes 
As she dances with the fallen 
Stronger than ever 
She takes the justice 
And unleashes her unending rage 
The scum of earth

My week

My week in pictures. I had a date night with my love, we went to a restaurant and then spent couple of days together. This was my makeup.. 

I wanted to try some new makeup brushes and eyeshadows, so far I really like them. Tattoo isn't itching so badly anymore, it's almost healed.. I have to buy a new phone since my current one is actually falling to pieces, but after that I'll save up for a new tattoo... ^^

My love got me witcher 3 as a present (!!!!!) so when I'm home I just play and play and play.. I love it<3 Though I have few complaints about the horse riding and some of the scenes with ciri lags really badly..

Kitty has been her loud self. That's her please gimme scratches and cuddles-face. She gets all cute and starry eyed and I just can't help but to spoil her. ^^

And a random blueberrypie at the end.

perjantai 5. helmikuuta 2016


Helloo! I have some news, I don't know if they're good or disappointing yet. I just got a letter that I have been accepted into make-up artist academy! It's a really expensive school, so now my starting there depends on if I can get money to go.. So basically great news, that could turn to crap! :D

My tattoo is healing up pretty nicely, it's starting to itch really fucking bad though. I even had a dream last night that I was scratching it and ahh it felt good! :D Slapping it does not help a goddamn thing so I just have to suck it up and deal with it. Can't actually scratch it.

My back did not appreciate sitting in a train so I have been in intense pain for the past couple of days, yesterday was really really bad. Thankfully I have the world's best boyfriend that went to the food market for me and came to keep me company. :3

maanantai 1. helmikuuta 2016


Hellooo! Yesterday was a day I have been waiting for for 14 years. I finally got my first tattoo!! I have runes on my collarbones that says 'Ja minä nousen vaikka putoan', which roughly translates to 'And I will rise even if I fall'. It has two meanings, one very personal one and one is for the rise of Lucifer. I also got two Lucifer's sigils underneath. It turned out just the way I always imagined it! I love it! Runes are really dainty and look a bit more handwritten and the symbols are strong. Looooooooove it ♡ I was really suprised that it didn't hurt. I always thought people were just lying when they said that but apparently not. It just felt like a led pencil was drawing on my skin. And it tickled so fucking much when he got closer my armpits :D I tickle really easily. It's quite annoying actually. If I had to rate the pain, I'd say 1/2 / 10. I got this at AOS tattoo in Keuruu and I recommend the place! I'll get a better picture when it's healed, in this it still has some ink everywhere etc.